i’m sick and tired of being impulsive. why did i get that cigarette pack, i don’t even smoke! and then i went and told my best friend. shit. now she’s angry at me, i know it. shit. shit. shit. i only do wrong things.what to do, what to do… all i want is to cry.its the third time it happens. shit. fuck my impulsiveness.
Do you ever want to talk to someone but
1) You feel like you’re bothering them or coming off clingy
2) You don’t have anything to say, you just want to talk to them
3) You don’t know how to hold a conversation to save your life
A little story i’m writing, would appreciate some feedback (may be triggering)